Like the title says. For me 2008 may have been one of my lowest years yet.
Although it does also feature one of my greatest moments with the birth of my son Kaiser
Raiden on December 29
th. Prior to him arriving, I thought it was a completely wasted year.
The reason for that view? Simple. I have
Ulcerative Colitis and I was hit with my worst flare up since being diagnosed with the disease in 1999.
It started in June and became steadily worse, until I found myself lying in a hospital bed for five and half days. I have never in my life, been so sick and felt so bad. The night before going in to the hospital, in sickly
hallucinatory stupor, I saw death in everything. I think I was that close.
Luckily,
Ulcerative Colitis can be effectively treated. Thanks to steroids and other drugs I managed to patch myself up somewhat.
Today I am now drinking Aloe Vera juice and taking
probiotics daily as a preventative. I really do think that one of the reasons that I mended pretty quickly was because of these two things. Maybe it was the Barley Water too, which I haven't made since getting out of the hospital.
And that's why in my eyes 2008 was more or less wasted. I was bed ridden for almost half the year and barely had the strength or the desire to draw, paint or create anything.
I had planned to really start pumping artwork out into this and onto my site. But unfortunately that didn't really work out to well.
So here I am in 2009 a happy father but stressed as well. Building a
career for myself in art where I work for myself has been a dream since I was a teen. Once again it has been pushed off. Sure this time it was something that I had no control over.
Better luck this year hopefully. We'll see.